Things Change

Living with two cats and three dogs is different from living with two cats, three dogs and a husband.
Gene left on December 30th.
Alone is an indescribable feeling.
The loneliest time is around dinner….even if he was gone all day, food time always found him in his recliner watching TV while I cooked.
The urgency for a scheduled dinner time is gone. After 52 years it is unsettling to NOT have to have dinner at a certain time.
I can eat when I get hungry or not….I choose.